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19 December 2006 @ 02:24 pm
Koffee Shop  
Finn was seating at a quaint little coffee shop not to far from SGH. He planned to stay there for a little while, get some coffee, maybe a bagel, and read the paper. He also hoped that Addison would join him. He whipped out his cell phone and began to text her:

I'm at the Koffee Shop on the corner of 5th and 9th, I would love it if you would join me for a cup of coffee and some chat. Wha do you think about that?

Finn shut his cell and smiled to himself. He was
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 06:00 pm (UTC)
Finn refrained from looking at the newspaper, and looked at Izze.

"Hey Izze. Um, I'm just waiting for a friend. How are you?" She had been through alot, and he didn't want to exactly pry, so he felt the need to polietly and indirectly see how she was really doing.

He took a sip of his frapaccino and smiled at her.
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 06:13 pm (UTC)
"No not at all. I was just about to ask you if you wanted to join me, but you beat me to the punch." Finn smiled. He admired Izze for her extreme elasticity. She bounced back so easily from Denny's death. She might be dying inside, but she sure as hell knew how to hide it. He could remember when Liz died, he didn't bounce back as easily.

"Finn. Oh God, thank God you're still here." Sarah, Finn's younger sister squeeze her older brother tight.
"At least one of us is happy." Finn kept a solemn face and lightly touched the bandages that were wrapped around his wrists.
"I love you. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." His sister began to break down; she hung her head low and cried.
"Hey, it's ok." Finn wiped the tears from his sister's eyes and stroked her head. "I'm here, I won't go away, I promise."
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 06:35 pm (UTC)
"Yeah. We did. It's ok. Don't be sorry." Finn gave Izze a sad smile. He knew she was thinking, he knew when people were thinking. And she was thinking about Denny.
"Izze, it's okay to not be okay. You have all the right in the world to not be ok. I know what you're going through. I know what you've been through. I know how you feel. And I want you to know that even know we don't really know each other you can trust me. If you need someone to talk to, you can talk to me, because I know what's going on in you're head because it went through mine."
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 06:55 pm (UTC)
Finn reached his hand out and grabbed Izze's. "If that's what works best for you, then go with it." He frowned, "When....when my wife died...everyone asked if I was ok, If I wanted to talk, If I needed anything. And I did the same thing you did. I put a front up and said everything was fine. I was fine, okay, I didn't need to talk because everything was fine. I didn't need anyone's help because I was okay. But I wasn't and it was eating me inside. And, I...I did something that I regret ever doing, but it was because I hid my pain and I acted like I was fine. I almost ended my life because I was fine. That's how depressed I was, how much I had turned inward and shut my friends and family out. I know that it's hard. It's still hard for me today to think about her. And it will always be hard for you Izze, it'll get easier, but it will still be hard for you to let go. It took me...I don't know how long it took me to let go. But It's hard."
He smiled at her, he could see the pain in her eyes, and his heart simply dropped. He knew everything she was going through, he could see himself in her.

"Sweetie, do you want to talk about it?" Finn's mother spoke softly as Finn just looked out the window. It was the day ater Liz's funeral.
"No mom, I'm fine, really. He turned and smiled. It was her time, you know. It...we could have never seen it coming. It's ok. I'm ok. I love you." He kissed his mother on the cheek, "I'll see you...soon."
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 07:09 pm (UTC)
"I'll keep that in mind." He looked at his cell, no text from Addison. "You know what, how about we go for a walk in the park or something? Calm the nerves. Actually. Would you like to go back to my place, I have something you might like...I mean if you like animals. It's fun. I promise." He smiled. He felt this need to take people's pain away. And he knew how Izze felt, and he knew what she needed, for the most part. She need a friend. Not George, or Meredith, or Christina. A friend who knew what she was going through. Not a friend like Alex who wants a relationship, she needs a relationship that's strictly platonic.
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 07:16 pm (UTC)
Finn grabbed his cell out of his back pocket and text Addison.

Rain check. Something came up

Finn opened the door for Izze and they walked to his car. "Are there any animals that you absolutely don't like, just for future reference. I don't want to make you upset." He laughed a bit.
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 07:33 pm (UTC)
"It's not a llama. I don't own any llamas. Don't worry. Although I am a bit interested in the llama experience." He chuckled, "And it's a surprise. I can't tell you. You'll like it though. I think." He put the car in drive and they headed towards Finn's rustic farm.
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 07:43 pm (UTC)
"It's big." He let out a laugh, "What exactly did this llama do to you?"
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 08:09 pm (UTC)
Finn bit his tongue. He was trying so hard not to laugh, his face was turning red. "Oh my..." With that he could not hold it in. He burst out into laughter, "Seriously?!" He was laughing so hard he was crying. He looked at her face, and she looked entirely embarrassed. "I'm sorry. I'll stop laughing now."
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 08:35 pm (UTC)
"You really want to know." He turned to face her, her head bobbing up and down. "I used to work at a Piggly Wiggly up in Conneticut. And one day there was this customer, and the person came up to me, I looked up at the person and was like, how can I help you sir? And then the person was like, I'm a miss. To make that even worse, the girl I had THE biggest crush on was walked up behind the woman and I soon found out that was her mom. Needless to say I never, uh, got the girl...and I got fired." Finn let out a laugh.
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 08:50 pm (UTC)
"Yes I worked a Piggly Wiggly. And she looked like a he, ok. I swear she had facial hair." Finn pulled up into his driveway. "Ok were here. By the way, I love the snort. It's sexy." He began to laugh.
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 09:15 pm (UTC)
"Yeah. It is. So ready for you're surprise?" Finn hopped out of the car. "So...where did you work? If its more embarassing than Piggly Wiggly, then do tell."
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 09:32 pm (UTC)
"Well you're no fun." He began to lead the way. The walked towards the stables. "So, are you an experienced rider?"
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 09:58 pm (UTC)
"Pick one. I'm going to go get the saddles." Finn walked to the back of the stable and picked up two saddles. He peeked around the corner to see Izze with a glowing smile upon her face. He was happy that he could put one on her face, and he knew it wasn't a front. He wanted Izze to be happy, and not have to suffer like he did. He let his hand graze he scars on his wrists.
He walked back to Izze handing her a saddle. "I see you've already picked one, you really seem to like Snow White. She was my first horse. Isn't she beautiful?"
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 10:16 pm (UTC)
"You lived in a trailer park? You honestly don't look like you'd be from a trailer park." He saddled up the horse. "I would have never guessed."
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 10:37 pm (UTC)
"New London, Conneticut. It was really nice. We lived in a little house. It was very small, but it was something. The backyard had a little passage way to these woods, my friend and I used to have adventures when we were younger. It was fun." He smiled and got up on his horse, Violet. "So, where did you grow up, besides a trailer park. I mean, I know little about Izze Stevens. Give me some background. What state?"
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finn_is_sexy on December 23rd, 2006 11:58 pm (UTC)
"You got pregnant." He smiled at her, "You remind me alot of my mom. She was very...how do you say, joyful. She loved all the holidays, she baked, cooked, was very happy all the time. She died when I was kid. My dad and I lived together, and it was like hell. And then he died when I was seventeen. I wasn't legal, so I took my little sister and we ran away to my older brother's house in Rhode Island. Hey, we do what we have to do to get by right?"
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finn_is_sexy on December 28th, 2006 02:56 am (UTC)
"You did the right thing. And she was a remarkable woman, much like you Izze. You've gone through so much in your life, and now you're a doctor, you fought for your dreams, you've fought to get what you want, it's amazing." Finn watched Izze stroke Snow White's mane. "You really like her, don't you?" He watched Izze's head bob up and down. "Well, you're welcomed to come back whenever you want and ride her. Even if I'm not here, just tell my receptionist, or leave a message on my cell and take her for a ride."
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finn_is_sexy on December 28th, 2006 06:51 am (UTC)
"So, are you good at trotting? Galloping? Because these babies can go pretty damn fast, and there is this trail dead ahead and it go up that mountain right there." Finn pointed at the grand mountainous terrain ahead of them. "There are some goregeous sights up there. I go up there every once and awhile. The horses know where they're going, I alternate them, they love it up there. Something about the atmosphere. So what do you say?" He smiled tenderly at Izze.
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finn_is_sexy on January 1st, 2007 11:13 pm (UTC)
"I take that as a yes." Finn shouted so that Izze could hear him. He hit the sides of the Violet and she sprinted, catching up with Snow White and Izze. When their horses were side by side, Finn spoke with a jocular tone, "I see how it is, so you want to go fast huh? Well lets see who can get to the top of that hill up there. The cloud of smoke I'll leave you in might hinder you a tad bit." Finn laughed and nudged the horse's side to get it to increase it's speed. "See ya!"
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finn_is_sexy on January 5th, 2007 11:13 pm (UTC)
Finn burst out in laughter with Izze's little smirk facial remark as she passed by him. He nudged Violet's side, and she went a tad bit faster, although, not fast enought to catch up with Izze. Finn saw the top of the hill emerging, and he obviously was not going to win.
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finn_is_sexy on January 6th, 2007 01:31 am (UTC)
"Oh, shit." Finn hopped off Violet and ran over to Izze. "Oh my God, are you alright?" He knelt on the ground and rubbed her shoulder.
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finn_is_sexy on January 14th, 2007 04:07 am (UTC)
Finn chuckled a little bit and took an old rag out of his back pocket. "You got a little something-" He pointed to her forehead, "Let me get it." He wiped it across Izze's forehead. "There you go."

Finn stood up and let his hand out for Izze, he imagined she was going to need some assistance up after that fall.