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27 December 2006 @ 08:24 pm
Seattle Grace Hospital  
Addison had left the trailer, a heavy feeling hovering over her. She knew the moment she and Derek shared in the trailer wouldn't be their last happy moment together. There were going to be lots of moments in which they would go out and find their love for one another again. The only problem was they would have to make time to work things out, to talk about the past, about Mark and Meredith, about why they fell apart.

It wasn't fair. Why couldn't they just know and move on? Why did they have to bring out the pain and everything that's happened? Addison knew it was something they needed to do. She knew very well without talking about those things, their marriage would fall apart again. She just wished they could fast forward through all of that and just be happy, just be Addison and Derek.

Of course, life never worked that way and they would have to battle it out, hoping and keeping faith that they would come out of it alive and stronger than ever.

She'd gotten Finn's first text message on her way to the hospital but decided against texting him back until she got to the hospital; however, by then he'd already withdrawn his first request and told her to take a rain check. Noting that she really needed to talk to him, Addison made a mental note to contact him later. The night before had been complicated and she was sure she'd led him on. Now things were different and she was going to work things out with Derek so she needed to tell him. He was a good friend and she was sure that she would need his shoulder to lean on when things got tough with Derek so she needed to be absolutely honest with him.

Her day had gone on with very little difficulty. Everything was the same as always. Patients, babies, mothers; just the same thing she dealt with on a day to day basis. Her mind however drifted to Derek quite often. They always had, but this had gotten to a point where she almost couldn't keep her mind off of it. Her mind was on Derek when she walked down the halls. It was on Derek when she wrote notes in a chart. The only time she could tear her mind away from Derek was when she was actually in surgery. She was a surgeon and her patients deserved the best. She would not let her personal life jeopardize a patient's life.

Now Addison was staring blankly down at a chart at the nurses' station, pen in hand but unmoving. All she could think about was Derek, wondering when she'd be able to see him again, when they could have a moment like they'd had that morning. She missed the sheer bliss and playfulness they'd always shared in the beginning of their relationship. The morning let her get a glimpse of that again and all she wanted was for every moment to be just like that; Addison and Derek, the way they were supposed to be. It was just a dream, but it was dream she was going to hold on to.
dr_shep on January 2nd, 2007 10:20 am (UTC)
Derek smiled, using his weight to push her on her back and rolled on top of her. He hovered his lips above hers, feeling their breaths mingling in the small space between their mouths. With a soft touch, he brushed her hair behind her ear before finally lowering his lips to hers, his tongue briefly touching hers.

He didn't know if appologizing would ruin this moment. He felt the need to tell her just how sorry he was for forgetting his love. He needed to appologize because he hadn't even told his wife that he loved her (and meant it) in months. Even in New York those three words became more of a duty than an actual representation of feelings, and he should have never allowed that to happen. He should never have let himself drift away the way he had.

He pulled his lips away from hers, seeking her earlobe with his teeth and sucking slightly before whispering, "I'm never going to forget again. I'm never going to stop loving you." He dropped his lips to the spot below her ear and flicked it softly with his tongue, smiling slightly.
xaddis0nx on January 2nd, 2007 07:15 pm (UTC)
Addison wrapped her arms around him tighter, tears slipping from the corners of her eyes. That was all she had ever wanted to hear from Derek. She'd just wanted to know that he would never stop loving her. She had just wanted to know that he still cared. Now, all of that was becoming a reality.

A lot of people would have questioned her decision to try and work it out again. They'd wonder why she was giving him a second chance after all that he'd put her through. Honestly, Addison had her fears too. A part of her was scared that Derek might one day revert back to his absent and indifferent ways, but somewhere inside of her, she knew (or maybe hoped) that this time was going to be different, this time Derek was going to really try.

Everyone deserves a second chance. When Addison came to Seattle, that was what she had wanted; a second chance to make things right and to fight for their marriage. Derek hadn't really given her that chance since he'd didn't really try to save them. But he was trying now and Addison had to believe that this second chance that she was giving him would be the last chance because they were really going to work it out this time.

She moaned softly at the feeling of his tongue against the spot just below her ear and the friction between their naked bodies. Her hand went up to caress the back of his head and massage his scalp. "I never have and I never will stop loving you," she whispered back softly, holding him closer.
dr_shep on January 2nd, 2007 08:07 pm (UTC)
Derek smiled as Addison made her promise. It was a promise they never should have had to make. If things had gone right, their marriage and their love should never have been a question. He hadn't really done anything right through their life together. He'd forgotten her, he'd let her do all the work to keep them together and he'd been a bad husband. He wouldn't do that again because he really loved her and knew the stakes if he didn't do it right.

He stayed there, his lips near her ear and her arms wrapped around him for several minutes. Addison holding him felt so right, and he loved her fingers against his scalp. They hadn't laid together like this for years. It was as if each inch of his body that was touching Addison's was radiating his love to her.

"I love you," He nipped at her earlobe again and pulled away slightly so he could see her face. Again, he hovered his lips above hers dropping them just enough for a light kiss, "I've missed you. I've missed this."
xaddis0nx on January 2nd, 2007 09:10 pm (UTC)
Addison let her hands go down to his shoulder and she rubbed his skin softly, her gaze on the area in between their bodies and slowly moving upward to his face and finally landing on his eyes. She smiled softly and pressed a kiss to his lips.

Missing this was something that Addison had done for a long time. She'd longed for these moments for quite some time. She'd missed the way his body felt pressed up against her. She'd missed the feeling of his lips upon her skin. She'd missed having his arms wrapped around her as she did the same to him.

"Me too," she said softly, letting the palm of her hand brush against his cheek. She didn't know how to truly express how much she'd missed having him look at her like this or love her like this, so she settled on bringing their lips together again in a passionate kiss.
dr_shep on January 2nd, 2007 10:18 pm (UTC)
Derek's lips parted as soon as Addison's found his. He immediately started a duel between their tongues, inciting a friendly battle for control. Slowly, he trailed one of his hands up to the side of her face, tangling it in her hair and cupping the back of her head.

They had used to share kisses like this all the time. They had used to spend time exploring the contours of each other's mouths, kissing languidly until they were both left breathless. It had been far too long since they had shared them, and Derek was intent on continuing this one for as long as possible.
xaddis0nx on January 2nd, 2007 10:36 pm (UTC)
Addison kissed Derek with as much passion as she could muster, her tongue roaming the inside of his mouth and massaging his tongue. Her hand ran down his chest and let it wander along his body, exploring his sides and the muscles of his back. She dragged her fingernails along his skin, knowing he had always liked that.

Running out of breath, she pulled back a little get some air but nipped at his lower lip, dragging her teeth along the soft tissue. She bit down gently and snaked her tongue out to soothe it, running along his lip.
dr_shep on January 2nd, 2007 11:01 pm (UTC)
Derek shivered as Addison's fingernails ran against his skin, leaving goosebumps in their wake. He felt his arousal increase at the sensations her fingernails were giving him, and he took the hand that wasn't in her hair and trailed it along the side of her body.

His breathing was slightly labored when Addison finally pulled away, and their breaths mingled as Addison's teeth and tongue teased at the sensitive tissue of his bottom lip. After a moment, he pulled away from her lips completely and began a trail of kisses starting at her jaw and making their way down her neck as his hand continued exploring the side of her body.
xaddis0nx on January 2nd, 2007 11:18 pm (UTC)
Addison writhed beneath him as she felt his hand running down the side of her body. The feeling of his lips increased her arousal which was made apparent by the growing wetness between her legs. She moaned softly and brought her other hand to grip his shoulder.

Whispering his name softly, she lifted her leg up and let the bottom of her foot rub against the back of his thigh. Her finger tips pressed into his skin as she lifted her hips to grind against him.
dr_shep on January 3rd, 2007 01:04 am (UTC)
Derek groaned as she ground their hips together, her name escaping his lips. He pressed a kiss at the spot where her neck connected with her collarbone, sucking at the sensitive skin and pressing his tongue to the small red spot. He continued his trail of kisses along her bare shoulder.

His hand that had been exploring her body had made its way between them, and he eased her thighs open with his fingers. When he felt moisture and heat at their convergence as he ran his fingers lightly around her center, a small grin formed on Derek's face, and he shifted his eyes up to see her reaction.
xaddis0nx on January 3rd, 2007 04:46 am (UTC)
Addison gasped and bit her lower lip as she bucked her hips involuntarily at the feeling of his fingers dancing around her folds. She pressed herself against his hand, moving her hips to maximize her pleasure. Soft moans came from her lips as her arousal increased and she closed her legs a little, trying to keep her hand there.

Her hands held him tighter. Her finger nails dug into his skin, leaving white trails as she dragged them along. Addison sought his lips with hers, finally kissing him sloppily as she was entranced by his fingers working their magic in between her legs.
dr_shep on January 3rd, 2007 07:05 am (UTC)
Derek grinned at Addison's reaction and took the kiss gratefully. As their tongues dueled his thumb found her clit, pressing down softly on the swollen bundle. He kept his fingers settled on he outside of her folds, purposely teasing her.

He pulled back from the kiss sucking on her bottom lip before sliding down her body and pressing a kiss to the sensitive patch of skin between her breasts.
xaddis0nx on January 3rd, 2007 07:20 am (UTC)
Addison moaned louder as Derek pressed down on her clit and teased her with his fingers. She called out his name to urge him on, unable to think coherently and formulate words to express how much she wanted and needed him.

Her fingers tangled in his hair as his lips brushed against her soft skin. She pushed her hips off the bed and grinded against his hand, begging for more stimulation.
dr_shep on January 3rd, 2007 07:41 am (UTC)
Derek smiled at Addison's impatience. He knew exactly what she wanted by her lowered voice and the motion of her hips. She was never shy of communicating what she wanted, and he loved always being the one who could give it to her. Or at least he had early in their marriage, and he definitely did now. He knew this was just one of many things he would wonder how he'd forgotten.

She needed more, he knew, and she probably woudln't appreciate his teasing much longer. But he would tease for a little bit more as he kept his hand where it had been and began a trail of kisses down from the where he'd last pressed one.

His trail of kisses was as slow as he thought Addison would allow, and he dipped his tongue into her belly button before continuing down. He stopped just a few inches below her belly button, looking up at her with a grin as he nudged her legs a little wider with his elbows.
xaddis0nx on January 3rd, 2007 08:05 am (UTC)
Addison propped herself up on her elbows and smirked down at him, spreading her legs wider. This was something they definitely hadn't done in a while. Somewhere along the way their playfulness had ended and things like this were lost.

She bit down on her lower lip, her breathing coming out unevenly as she waited in anticipation. As much as she disliked Derek teasing her, it showed her just how much he still knew her. He still knew exactly which buttons to press to drive her wild. Even with her assertive and independent nature, Derek easily had her wrapped around his finger in bed.
dr_shep on January 3rd, 2007 08:28 am (UTC)
Derek grinned as soon as their eyes met, knowing that he now had her full attention. He placed a soft kiss to her lower stomach once more before scooting himself lower so he was fully resting between her legs.

He removed his thumb from its location on her bundle of nerves, but he kept his fingers poised at her entrance, teasing slightly. He blew a soft puff of air on her clit before flicking it with his tongue.

He pursed his lips to take her clit and suck on it slightly as he finally slid two fingers into her.
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