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27 December 2006 @ 08:24 pm
Seattle Grace Hospital  
Addison had left the trailer, a heavy feeling hovering over her. She knew the moment she and Derek shared in the trailer wouldn't be their last happy moment together. There were going to be lots of moments in which they would go out and find their love for one another again. The only problem was they would have to make time to work things out, to talk about the past, about Mark and Meredith, about why they fell apart.

It wasn't fair. Why couldn't they just know and move on? Why did they have to bring out the pain and everything that's happened? Addison knew it was something they needed to do. She knew very well without talking about those things, their marriage would fall apart again. She just wished they could fast forward through all of that and just be happy, just be Addison and Derek.

Of course, life never worked that way and they would have to battle it out, hoping and keeping faith that they would come out of it alive and stronger than ever.

She'd gotten Finn's first text message on her way to the hospital but decided against texting him back until she got to the hospital; however, by then he'd already withdrawn his first request and told her to take a rain check. Noting that she really needed to talk to him, Addison made a mental note to contact him later. The night before had been complicated and she was sure she'd led him on. Now things were different and she was going to work things out with Derek so she needed to tell him. He was a good friend and she was sure that she would need his shoulder to lean on when things got tough with Derek so she needed to be absolutely honest with him.

Her day had gone on with very little difficulty. Everything was the same as always. Patients, babies, mothers; just the same thing she dealt with on a day to day basis. Her mind however drifted to Derek quite often. They always had, but this had gotten to a point where she almost couldn't keep her mind off of it. Her mind was on Derek when she walked down the halls. It was on Derek when she wrote notes in a chart. The only time she could tear her mind away from Derek was when she was actually in surgery. She was a surgeon and her patients deserved the best. She would not let her personal life jeopardize a patient's life.

Now Addison was staring blankly down at a chart at the nurses' station, pen in hand but unmoving. All she could think about was Derek, wondering when she'd be able to see him again, when they could have a moment like they'd had that morning. She missed the sheer bliss and playfulness they'd always shared in the beginning of their relationship. The morning let her get a glimpse of that again and all she wanted was for every moment to be just like that; Addison and Derek, the way they were supposed to be. It was just a dream, but it was dream she was going to hold on to.
dr_shep on January 3rd, 2007 09:10 am (UTC)
Derek glanced up at her, loving being able to watch her in complete pleasure. He found a rhythm with his fingers, being guided by the gentle movement of her hips. He curled his fingers slightly, still keeping a rhythm and knowing that it would give her the most pleasure.

He allowed her to guide him slightly with her hand on his head. He would do whatever she wanted even though he knew exactly what she needed. It had been years since he had last done this, but it didn't change how well he knew his wife's body. Giving her the most pleasure possible was the most natural thing in the world, but he followed her guidance.
xaddis0nx on January 3rd, 2007 09:32 am (UTC)
Addison felt her muscles tighten around Derek's fingers every time he curled them inside her and hitting all the right spots. Her hand stopped guiding him and went back to its place on the bed as she shifted her weight onto both elbows again. She needed all the balance and support she could get as Derek brought her closer to her peak.

Her teeth sank into her lip harder as she tried to stifle her cries of ecstasy. Derek's hands were working magically like they once had all those years ago when being this adventurous wasn't a rare occurence. With all of the combined feelings, Addison's inner walls convulsed around his fingers as he sent her into her second orgasm of the night.